I just love lazy holiday days off.
Snuggling on the couch, watching J5 create Mario levels for his own game.
Drinking coffee + espresso lovingly made by J4 from the new machine!
Re-engaging with a paperback, Zeroes, from an author, Chuck Wendig, I enjoy following on Twitter, @ChuckWendig, and who offered a challenge I can really get behind, Write despite.
This next year will be another year of change. (They all are, but I want to embrace and focus on the concepts of change this year – the good, the bad, and the ugly.) I am going to fight against the bad and ugly. I will accept reality, but I do not have to let certain realities alter me. I will go high when the world around me seems to be going low. I will relax my fear filters and try to let them go altogether. I will speak truth in love. I will be me.
I am grateful for yet another day to experience life in this body, in this place, at this time. There’s nowhere else to be!
Peace and love,
Goals for this next year:
- #IRL2017 – Extract myself from the majority of social media platforms, connect with the people around me F2F. This also includes offline forms of entertainment, more reading, drawing, and resting.
- #Unsweetened2017 – Go sugar free / low carb. Ease myself away from the Diabetes diagnosis.
- #Move2017 – Make movement a daily thing – Find what I love, and what I like and just do it
- #Minimally2017 – Embrace minimalism – Let go of the stuff that I don’t love or need
The nice thing about these is I don’t have a marked “I started here, and I will end over there” goal. These are just lights in the sky to give me something to look up at to give me a general direction when I get a bit lost in the noise.
The holiday season is all about the noise.
2016 has been an intense year.
I’ve realized I don’t daydream, or imagine things about my future. I’ve spent a lot of my life working to prepare defensive strategies and prevent failure as best as I can. It really is exhausting, and I’ve also realized that shit’s gonna happen no matter what I do.
Only I can do my best work.
So, I’m working out some thoughts out loud.
I have things I want to do. Time to dream, time to set some direction.
I know it will take baby steps, but without a direction, I’m bunny hopping in circles.
Some ideas for my future aim:
- Take a FB/Twitter/etc. hiatus – Replace with F2F connection, offline activities
- Go sugar free – Back away from the Diabetes diagnosis
- Make movement a daily thing – Find what I love, and what I like and just do it
- Embrace minimalism – Let go of the stuff that I don’t love or need
I don’t know that I’m setting any resolutions, but I guess this is close. Looking forward to a reboot.
…found in the space of the current moment. It can be nowhere else.
Love and light,
Day 26 of #Write31Days2016
After being sick last week, I returned to swimming.
Life’s like that.
Love and light,
Day 25 of #Write31Days2016
My pursuit of the here and now leaves me less and less interested in writing about the past. Or really spending a lot of time ruminating or processing.
Here is my now. A warmed up piece of Reeses peanut butter cup banana bread with melting butter.
Peace and love,
Day 24 of #Write31Days2016
Rest. For the win.
Love and Peace,
Day 21 of #Write31Days2016
Talking is overrated. The sheer volume of words out there is beyond overwhelming.
I’m coming off several days of feeling like I got hit by a truck. I’m guessing something flu-ish but nothing so severe to warrant a doctor’s visit. One of the things I didn’t feel like doing was writing. So, I didn’t.
Feeling better now, and still not much in the mood for words, but I would like to not completely give up on this writing thing. Except it requires words.
And I really don’t have any.
Peace and Light,
Day 20 of #Write31Days2016
The weather has been weird. Typical fall I guess? After lovely chilly weather, it’s gotten warm and muggy again. It was falling to highs in the low sixties, and rumor has it that it will be in the 80s tomorrow. Ugh. Had to turn the AC back on. No sleep for me without it.
I have nothing to talk about really. I can whine about my weight (I’ve hurtled off the low-carb train temporarily), or my lethargy (helps if I exercise), or being busy at work (who isn’t? And who can really complain about company growth causing more work?). So, none of that. This is more about me trying to stick with “using my words” on a regular basis. Even when I don’t want to.
Had a super overdue lunch with the BFF today, along with a lovely walk. Did various chores at home, and am now sitting quietly enjoying some alone time. There’s just really not a ton to talk about.
A few perusals of Facebook seemed to make me more cranky than anything, so I put that away. So much crazy out there. Wowzas. TMI.
Perhaps tomorrow I will have something more meaningful to say. Perhaps.
Love and Light,
Day 16 of #Write31Days2016
Heard a new perspective today on complaining. It’s actually an attempt by the ego to feel superior. It’s a way for my brain, my ego, to decide that I’m too good for something, or I’m now better than another because of some perceived slight.
I don’t realize how much of my regular conversation is some form of complaint, until I try to be aware and stop doing it. And I’m not the only one. All I have to do is look at a the Facebook feed and immediately I am inundated by outrage and venting sessions. It’s really not a pleasant thing to be around. Even if it makes me feel better, I can’t imagine that energy I’m putting out is positive.
Acceptance of reality, gratitude for the good that is, and an active awareness of the current moment. These are the things I’m making a priority in my life. Habits of thought are very hard to break, but if I’m not going to do it, who will?
Love and peace,
Day 15 of #Write31Days2016