I am really, really sorry. I have really hated you for some time now. You are the visible evidence of my humanity. You are my in-the-mirror proof that I am not all that I imagine myself to be. You are the end result of my poor choices.
Yet you continue to be exactly as designed. You have no other choice but to react to what I choose. You are faithful. You are a gift. You are the physical representation of all that is Lundie. I don’t know what it’s going to take for me to treat you as you deserve.
I am sorry that our relationship has been so unbalanced. Just as my marriage requires a dynamic balance and periodic adjustments so neither party is unfairly overburdened – so too, I believe if we are to remain united, that same respect and consideration is warranted. Funny, it wasn’t until just now that I realized it.
And with that, I am going to close, so you may have the rest that you need.