Cross posting from my BuddySlim blog

Monday, May 14, 2007 – 10:19 am
Monday Morning – 5/14

I waited this morning to eat until I felt a hunger signal. Breakfast was small and simple, but I believe it was in line with TW.

Lunch is just going to be another ham & swiss on wheat, with lettuce and mayo – and I’m going to split it with J5. We’ll have a few chips and I’ll have a diet soda. Simple and easy.

I already went out and watered the patches that J4 seeded this weekend. Did that while J5 was eating breakfast. My arms ache from lugging that hose up and down the yard, but it’s good for me. 🙂

Dinner may well be a pizza if I can’t get our car to start. J4 said it wouldn’t start this morning and took the other car. Thank God we have two! But if it won’t start, I’m going to have to order groceries on line rather than hit the store today. Maybe I can scrounge up a decent looking dinner with what we have in the house…we’ll see…

Monday, May 14, 2007 – 11:36 pm
I made it through one night!!

I work part time from home. I have recently changed my working hours so I only work when my son is asleep – nap time and after bed. (Trying to work while entertaining a toddler is just plain insane…)

Anyway, since I switched to this new schedule, I have binged every single night while I worked. After we put J5 to bed, I would start working and then take random trips to the kitchen every time I would get frustrated or overwhelmed or stressed by the work (which was pretty much constantly…).

Tonight was the first night I worked and did not eat a thing!!! I have been very itchy, twitchy and panicky, but I DID NOT EAT!! God is so good!!

‘I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.’