**sigh**

Today just plain sucked. Rainy. Gray. Baby has a cold. A family member got some scary health news. I’m getting sick.

I really wanted to just go out into the back yard and sit in the rain and sulk. It was one of those days where I just want to be quiet and hold still and maybe all the feelings will just slide on by. That this day with all its negativity will fade and a new sunny day will come and all the bad things will be gone.

Poo.